Nel frattempo, da Roxie...
Roxie : " Amore, io non posso lasciare il lavoro proprio ora che la carriera mi va così bene...dovremo trovare una soluzione per questo bambino...che so, una baby-sitter... "
Ebbene sì...Samuele ha deciso di trasferirsi da Roxie...io però sono ancora the dark ... Samuel is going to tell me tomorrow, appointment ...
Samuel: "Do not worry Rox ... I'll be a model dad "
o. -.. .-.. o. o. .-.. .-.. .-.. o. o. o. .-.. .-.. o.
After a sleepless night I wake up agitated. Spend the morning at home, without concluding anything.
Finally we are about 11.30 ... I run to the park, I can not wait to know what to tell me Samuel.
There he was on the bench ...
Finally we are about 11.30 ... I run to the park, I can not wait to know what to tell me Samuel.
There he was on the bench ...
" Hello Samu ... "I greet him, I trembling voice ...
Samuel " Hey ... come sit down next to me ... "
E 'seriously. Too seriously. I've never seen so ...
started talking about how difficult it is to really know someone. He says that even if the appearance might seem Boy cynical and superficial, in reality within himself there was always a very strong desire to build a family of her own ... maybe because he grew up without a mother and a father from the age of 12 years ...
I realize that I have held Samuel too quickly. If only it had opened a few days ago ...
Samuel " Ale ... So the point is that Roxie is pregnant. And I do not want to miss a single day in the life of my son. I want to teach him to walk, talk, counting, associating it in all their games ... "
" Its games ...? "I said, confused.
I stayed in "Roxie E 'PREGNANT . All that Sam told me later, I have not heard. I can only feel " Roxie E 'PREGNANT ", billions of times, increasingly amplified ...
Samuel: "Yes Ale ... its games. I can not wait to buy him his first gym shoes ... In short, Ale ... I unfortunately have to go away from home ... I miss you, you know? Despite our squabbles ... "
We got up at once from the bench. I am completely stunned ... I can only look at him with dazed expression, saying nothing.
He stares at me. At that moment I do not understand anything. They are at the mercy of his gaze.
Suddenly we gather in an embrace that is breathtaking.
There are only two of us, everything else disappears.
Slowly, we split the embrace. And we're so close I can feel his breath merge with mine. We continue to stare.
What follows is unexpected and inevitable.
It 's like an external force pushed us towards each other, with a strong momentum as the heartbeat.
Now beat wildly, the heart.
Samuel: "I'll miss , Ale ... Do not forget you. "
When they looked into his eyes one last time, I realize what is about to happen. Samuel
go away from my house. Samuel became the father.
Right now I realize that I love him so much.
Now that everything is over ...
Run away, I can not hold back the tears any longer.
... And, come to a place where nobody can see me cry now.
Having vented all the rage and despair at losing a love without ever having lived, I go to my cousin Elisa. Only you can help me now ...
tell her everything that had happened and I want to be able to spend the night there ... I do not feel to see Samuel at home, which makes the bags ...
As always, my cousin is willing to help me out ...
... So I'm going to sleep on the couch this time, because the guest room is occupied by a friend of Erika.
... Samuel is not at home ... not yet.
fact, since we said goodbye, did nothing but wander around the city by bike, on and on.
And for most of the night, will continue to ride, how to escape from the thousand thoughts that chase him without giving him respite ...
... What will happen now?
It 'possible that a love like that between Alexander and Samuel ending this way, Before we start ?..............
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