bad day today.
party was so good, I even finished a book that I had not got so much to make me sleep tonight. Not the best book I've read ... indeed, to be honest, it was nothing special but what I needed was a passionate love story and happy ending, and I've had.
admit that I gave a peek to the last lines to know if there was the infamous happy ending, but in any case, I breathed a sigh of relief.
Then a chat on msn my mood has changed radically.
All that talk of girlfriends, fights and high demands to the feminist made me think and feel suddenly alone. Not quite alone. It 's hard to explain ... say that I suddenly felt the lack of those things that I did in my teenage years and I realized that it's too late to remedy. I can do other experiences, of course, but at 21 I do not have the lightheartedness of a sixteen or seventeen.
I suddenly felt the desire to have a group of friends to have fun with carefree, go around and laugh until my tears to the eyes and stomach ache, singing loudly, dancing in the disco [I, I hate to go dance] until I come blisters under my feet.
But most of all, I want to live a moment those in which it's impossible not to be overcome .
Stefania.
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